You are chosen. God is calling you

God is changing you from inside out.
No it does not feel good at first. It going to hurt. But you are being transformed into the image of the Son. Don't despise the chastening of the Lord. You are his child. He wants to bring about a peaceable fruit of righteousness.
He wants you to slow down and spend time with Him. Know this all too well cause I like to run to fast for the Lord. You get tired worn out and stressed. And you do stuff wrong and make too many mistakes. Thanks God he is all forgiving and loving. A just man fall seven times...
We definitely get back up and go again. The race does not go to the Swift or to the strong but to those who endure to the end.

He want to sup with you. Hear everything from hopes and dreams etc.
He was there when you were being made and you are beautiful. His plans for you are of good and not evil to give you a hope and a future. He know you been hurt and looked down on etc. Wants to clean you and make you new.
Want send you out on a purpose. For His glory. Not your will but His. Don't hesitate to spend time with the Lord so you can know what you are doing and how it will get done.
He given you all power and authority to tread on 🦂 and serpents. Everywhere your feet goes he has given the Land to you.

Heavenly Father I love you today and thank you. For always being there. Let your people who are called by your name come to their rightful position of royalty. Reach down and pull them from desperation of this world. Give them a hope so bright. Let them follow you whole heartedly. You called them, make them who they are to be. Put a fire that burns so hot in their soul. The demons can't come near. First they need to come close to the fire like the Hebrew boys. You are  with us Lord and it will not consume us. Near will the flood drown us. You will not put more on us than we can bear. We thank you again for all that you are doing and going to do in and through us in Jesus name amen 

For my younger self

O Lord, you alone are my hope. I’ve trusted you, O Lord , from childhood. Yes, you have been with me from birth; from my mother’s womb you have cared for me. No wonder I am always praising you!
Psalms 71:5‭-‬6 NLT

This is for my younger self. was reading a devotional to where we should go find our younger self and minister to them.

My younger self is very multifaceted. Had a lot going on in my mind. Thank you Lord For keeping me in check.

Came from tradition, baptist doctrine.  It set the tone for how I am now. But always understood prayer was the key. Former pastor  "it won't hurt or  it won't help."
Been a misfit from the start. I love reading got a love for math from school. love for school friends and family.  Dance and music is a passion. Gentle and being kind was my lingo. I hung out with like four different group of people in  high school. The older ones, different sets of people in my age group from middle those I met in dance, other classes. I like to roam and peruse the scene. Took a lot of thing in this spirit that I also had to filter and empty out.

my answer to everything was I don't know. Even when I really did.
I lived in uncertainty but in reality I lived with constant change and adventure on my brain. I liked variety.

Done lost some people along the way. Love laugh and cheer is what i am about. But even in laughter the heart can have sorrow.

Done felt like a failure alone and afraid.

I wasn't the one who spoke up. Usually tried to do it my self first till I was really having trouble. I liked to keep things inside.

Two words I tell my younger self to speak up. Oh I had to learn.

But God will reach down and tell you what you need to do. Had to learn  how to do that effectively. God is so patient.l and tender.
He put a fire on my tail that don't run out.
🎵 It's Jesus Jesus till I am mad annoying...
Jeremiah said it like fire shot up in my bones.  a well of everlasting life  inside of me. Christ is what I aim and do my best to represent.  I am washed clean.
He put a confidence in my soul. Not perfect but made new. Love covers back multitude of sins. God drew me in.
God had to show me to come from pride and lust had to learn to control my thoughts. Anxiety .worry. depression. you name it. He used the experience and people along the way. I had to 🎵pray and don't worry...
It's hard sometimes and it has hurts. But good always comes. Daddy knows best.

Keep praise on my lips a song in my heart. Being content and grateful.
God show me how to have a relationship with the Lord on this journey. This a spiritual battle daily .
🎵Satan got a pin on me
So what you gon' pin on me?
A pen on me
Free, free, you can't put the pen on me
They depend on me

I had to come to terms this royal blood running through my veins.

Heavenly Father I come thanking you. Giving you praise. If anyone finds themselves in these situations living with the past ever before them. They feel like every time they step forward get pushed three back let them press into you. Take them back to the old church tarrying for the holy ghost. Stay down there till something happens.
Let them seek after you with all they got. They are victorious. More than a conqueror. Let them grow and mature in you. Let them lean into and trust your promises. You are always with them. When they are weak they are strong. Your power is made perfect in weakness Lord. Let them let Go and let you have your way. They are so loved by you always thought of. Oh the sum of your thoughts of them. Let their perspective be eternal first. You are a mind regulator Jesus. They will God up and not give up. Healing is on your name Lord. You got the say so over their life. The enemy will comes as a flood but you Lord you lift up the standard. He will take their hands off of who belong to you. The battle is already won. We speak life into their situations. in Jesus name amen

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Free to be me

Why is it hard to truly repent? Why is hard to follow?

Then Jesus, looking at him, loved him, and said to him, “One thing you lack: Go your way, sell whatever you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, take up the cross, and follow Me.” But he was sad at this word, and went away sorrowful, for he had great possessions. Then Jesus looked around and said to His disciples, “How hard it is for those who have riches to enter the kingdom of God!”  And the disciples were astonished at His words. But Jesus answered again and said to them, “Children, how hard it is for those who trust in riches to enter the kingdom of God!  It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.”
Mark 10:21‭-‬25 NKJV

This young rich man wanted to know how to get eternal life. Jesus told him what to do. But the man didn't want to do it. And went away.
Naaman had leprosy and was told to wash in the Jordan River seven times. At first he was hesitant and didn't.
Oh the children of Israel wandering in the wilderness for many years. They complained moaned and groaned about how Egypt was good they ate this and did that. didn't want to follow instructions well either.

The kingdom of heaven is near repent and be baptized. No man knows the hour time or day God is coming. Dressing room is now. Why won't we do it. Thinking we got time. Your life could end tomorrow. Then what? Did you give your life to Christ. Do you have faith are you believing are you following Him?
Some of us love our sin. Be sure or your sin will.find you out. Some of us are greedy for the  world. Do we feel that we done too much bad and God won't forgive us. Who told you those lies and nonsense? That's baloney. What did Christ come live die and rise for?

John warns us about the  attack on our relationship with God. Lust of  the eyes and flesh , the pride of life, Antichrist, those who deceive etc... true repentance is not holding this in your mind. To where we can barely breathe. Or make an explosion of things. Jesus prayed to not take us out of the world but to protect us from Satan. We are in it but not of the world.
We are to seek God will and best. Seek ye first the kingdom of God and all its righteousness and all things will be added to you. It will take time practicing righteousness.  If you never done it. From justification to sanctification to glorification.  Jesus showed us. But God is patient. Not slack in the promise want all to come to repentance. God is with you and it done together with His loving children.

Heavenly  Father we thank you that you never give up on us you are faithful and just. You actively pursue us. And your arms are wide open. We come truly confessing and acknowledging that we are sinners we fell short of grace when we didn't seek you and your wisdom. Help us get on the right track with you. Your mercy and grace abounds all the more. You don't hesitate to help us. You are the God of Israel. You are the same yesterday and forevermore. You do not change . Change us Father. Bleed on our hearts. Show us how to be in sync with you. Forgive us Lord. I know you will make us white at snow. We thank you for your loving kindness towards us. In Jesus mighty name Amen.

You are forgiven

I cover you. I remember your sins no more. I cast them in the sea.
There is no condemnation for those in Me.  I hide you . Free yourself and your mind. Make empty space. I instruct and teach you. I will guide you with my eye. Move forward. Your righteousness is by faith in Me and the Trinity. Rejoice and be glad, shout for joy. I am your 👑. You are my child.

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