Are there any deep disappointments in your life that seem to be lingering on and on? Do you feel like you've been praying the same prayers over and over with little to no change? http://www.first5.org/plans/When%20Words%20Fail/ff_wwf_35
Has he brought me out of the mire or pit? God has delivered me left me with songs in my heart for days to continue to go on. He who promised is faithful.
Try one who always made friends or had them around
Starting back going into high without your closest friends. Those few went to other high schools. I had those I knew who was already there and other people in my year I knew. But of course not the same. But it helped me and upperclassmen friend we joined drill team after my first year. Most of me and my friends were opposites so she didn't stay long. But I had fun those years hs football games etc met more friends.
Also walked into hs trying to challenge myself I knew it mattered daddy knew and saw that it became hard but I had to push through and try and do my best
Who knew the scope of daddy illness but as time came near I be leaving my friends. I got used to be the outsider just knew a lot of people
God been preparing me for so long
Another bridge to cross once moving to new school and much smaller place. Lord know I had to learn to sit still it took it a minute I had to fall a few times
Florida pt one school came crashing down that is the absolute worst transcript I ever had
Rededication came for me with Lord he was pulling me back
Going to church with grandma met a good friend from my job along with the other knuckle heads there lol jk all love and fun
I wanted to do my thing I dont care for others and their rules
Military but so short lived can't pass.training buh bye running is not my strong suit but God stayed with me there but time ran out
Back to the small place till I found job corps Brunswick and I went looking for a man God played that so well for me in the end I helped and joined.a lot of clubs that's me loved to serve others. But he was no good for me at the time . could have got in more trouble. God had to separate Us. Was i heart broken but it needed to be done. I know how much I could love but I wish the best for him and prayed for him I didn't want resentment and bitterness to set. Or hate for that matter. Had to leave some beautiful souls I met that I still talk to today.
Now the which direction battle came
certified as a medical assistant no clinkcals kind of hard to get hired . I went searching for program to help through Dept of labor etc nothing near.
It was either try for military or back to job corps. Mind you I was being pulled in directions still by that man. But that was the last least important thing on my mind. Such lies..
I got hooked up with cousins to show me how to do this thing right with the Lord it was just me following reading studying.
And a actual first church I could call family. God showed i had a ministry but outside of the church walls.
Job corps it was Albany Ga. Same old wild children but my mind been renewed and I was delivered . I went on double mission for Him. Met some more beautiful souls including one of my blessings whom I am married to. I did not go looking but was found. The one where you always smiling. But I knew it was God. For something to start off so natural .
There more to places I been and people I met the spiritual blessing came first before the natural. If you want the rest up till now well we either need a phone email face chat etc and some tea and coffee .I can't tell it all. But you get the gist . God wants to do it all for you. He has a unique blessing just for you. Have to follow lead ..
And God is still writing creating a beautiful melody song and story
